第47节
【】ntly.blissitonhislifeheuldshohabit,traininganddiscretionooingrained.
astheeveningoreandreuninhibited,theliquneandandatotalabsesofthegillydistri.
paddyalyatdnightbobandjaingtotheuestheyhadanopportunitytorelaxandenjoyeaberedseeibehardontheparentsefalies,neverabletosnat,ightexinds.paddyostliterallyshone,andesquattersanychyoungerensosoughtafter.
hoontstoobservetheeagreatdealreanitedandflabbergastedthesseshopeton,arabydau,evenpoorholysspugh,andsiniredandntedupon.nooneuldsaytheirdaughterhadnothadanopportunitytodaherdebricassart.
ofurse,haditnotbeenaprivatepartyheuldnothavedeavetoanreallyenjoyhielfforonce.
atthreeoaryeoodrea.father,eupthestairs,please”onshedidnottutothejesti.itsdoorhadbeenlocked;she,thenprecededhinside.
”itary,”hesaid.
”last.”
”dontsaythat,dear.”
”tiredofliving,ralph,andioingtostop.”herhardeyeseforoverseventyyearsivedoing,hesverychstaken.illdiee,andnosuicide,either.itsourtired,andiple.”
heate,thelaos,hielf.therooofpriorediaboliselfonkeepinguponsignor,andasaposofyouthandtheper.hehadrongenoughtoetthetest.butheakethatstakeagain.never,never...
hevedrestlessly,sighed;eagain.tihefaing.”doyoureersaying,ralph,thatidbeatyou,thatidhoistyouhyouroard”
thedryoldvoiappedhiutofthereveriehisiled.
”dearry,ineverfetanythingyousay.ialice,yourperception...”
”ifidbeenyoungeridhavegotyouinadifferentylifeouttheetoandofferedtobuysoulfortheyselftobelieveingodorthedevil,youknootheeffecttheyexist.haveyou”
”no.butbeliefdoesonproofofexistence,ry.itrestsonfaith,andfaithisthetouhurch.houtfaith,thereisnothing.”
”averyepheralte.”
”perhaps.faithsboinanoraan,ithink.foritsanstantstruggle,iadtthat,butillnevergiveup.”
”iodestroyyou.”
hisblueeyeslaughed,greyedinthelight.”oh,dearryiknohat.”
”butdoyouknohy”
aterrifyingtendeess,exsorry.”
”besidesyourther,hoanyenhavelovedyou””didtherlove,ie,anyendo.naoughttohavebeenhippolytos.”
”ohhhhhhthattellsalot”
”astootheren,ithinkonlyggie...butshesalittlegirl.itsprobablynotanexaggerationtosayhundredsofenhavee,butlovedidoubtitverych.”
”ihavelovedyou,”shesaidpathetically.
”no,youhavent.ihegoadofyouroldage,thatsall.eirendyouofyouotdo,becauseofage.”
”youreuyyearsautotiething.ihisstupidbodyitillyoungistillfeel,istill,istillkiybody.oldageisthebitterestvengeanceefulgodinflictsuponus.indsaskinherlosedhereye
...
astheeveningoreandreuninhibited,theliquneandandatotalabsesofthegillydistri.
paddyalyatdnightbobandjaingtotheuestheyhadanopportunitytorelaxandenjoyeaberedseeibehardontheparentsefalies,neverabletosnat,ightexinds.paddyostliterallyshone,andesquattersanychyoungerensosoughtafter.
hoontstoobservetheeagreatdealreanitedandflabbergastedthesseshopeton,arabydau,evenpoorholysspugh,andsiniredandntedupon.nooneuldsaytheirdaughterhadnothadanopportunitytodaherdebricassart.
ofurse,haditnotbeenaprivatepartyheuldnothavedeavetoanreallyenjoyhielfforonce.
atthreeoaryeoodrea.father,eupthestairs,please”onshedidnottutothejesti.itsdoorhadbeenlocked;she,thenprecededhinside.
”itary,”hesaid.
”last.”
”dontsaythat,dear.”
”tiredofliving,ralph,andioingtostop.”herhardeyeseforoverseventyyearsivedoing,hesverychstaken.illdiee,andnosuicide,either.itsourtired,andiple.”
heate,thelaos,hielf.therooofpriorediaboliselfonkeepinguponsignor,andasaposofyouthandtheper.hehadrongenoughtoetthetest.butheakethatstakeagain.never,never...
hevedrestlessly,sighed;eagain.tihefaing.”doyoureersaying,ralph,thatidbeatyou,thatidhoistyouhyouroard”
thedryoldvoiappedhiutofthereveriehisiled.
”dearry,ineverfetanythingyousay.ialice,yourperception...”
”ifidbeenyoungeridhavegotyouinadifferentylifeouttheetoandofferedtobuysoulfortheyselftobelieveingodorthedevil,youknootheeffecttheyexist.haveyou”
”no.butbeliefdoesonproofofexistence,ry.itrestsonfaith,andfaithisthetouhurch.houtfaith,thereisnothing.”
”averyepheralte.”
”perhaps.faithsboinanoraan,ithink.foritsanstantstruggle,iadtthat,butillnevergiveup.”
”iodestroyyou.”
hisblueeyeslaughed,greyedinthelight.”oh,dearryiknohat.”
”butdoyouknohy”
aterrifyingtendeess,exsorry.”
”besidesyourther,hoanyenhavelovedyou””didtherlove,ie,anyendo.naoughttohavebeenhippolytos.”
”ohhhhhhthattellsalot”
”astootheren,ithinkonlyggie...butshesalittlegirl.itsprobablynotanexaggerationtosayhundredsofenhavee,butlovedidoubtitverych.”
”ihavelovedyou,”shesaidpathetically.
”no,youhavent.ihegoadofyouroldage,thatsall.eirendyouofyouotdo,becauseofage.”
”youreuyyearsautotiething.ihisstupidbodyitillyoungistillfeel,istill,istillkiybody.oldageisthebitterestvengeanceefulgodinflictsuponus.indsaskinherlosedhereye
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